Confusion

So have you ever experienced one of those moments when something totally unexpected happens? It hits you like a ton of bricks, and feels like it will change your life forever. You don't know what to do to make it better or how to fix the situation, and all of these possible solutions start running through your head. I've had a recent experience with a friend being really mad at me and wasn't even going to let me explain. They weren't going to even tell me what was wrong. I'm the type of person that can't handle friends being angry with me. And I just had to make things right again. But at first, this person wasn't even giving me the chance. They didn't want to listen or explain. It hurt so much. After all my pleading, they finally gave in and allowed discussion and things were somewhat-but-not-completely resolved. And then the next day, it's like nothing ever happened. Things went from hell to just fine within a days time. I don't understand how people work. How can you go from absolutely hating someone one day to being best friends again the next? That doesn't make any sense to me. And while I'm glad everything is back to normal, I'm just waiting for it to all fall apart again. We all have these rush of emotions inside us that we can't always control. We have to decide what's worth confronting or hiding or what to do about the given situation. I know on several different occasions I wished I didn't act the way I did or say the things I said. But even if I could go back in time, I don't think I would change a thing. Everything happens for a reason and whether or not that reason is clear at the time, it's still there. I just hate how we have to let life play out infront of us without having a clue about what's going to happen next. There's my rant for the day. Many more to follow I'm sure.